I've worn out my eyes trying to figure out the knot based on Tom Hall's instructions. What's confusing me is I'm holding the fiador knot end with my left hand, and also holding the loop that comes down the middle with my left index finger. Ok, follow the steps, then when I get to "pull the loop under #3" is where I get lost. It looks so easy, but I can't tell if at any point the loop runs under the end (fiadors) that I'm holding in my fist, before it goes under 3. Or, do I only hold the fiador end and pull the loop under 3 like it says. I've tried like it says, but something is wrong. Can't believe how long this has taken. It looks so easy.