I feel so focused and on target and totally out-of-control and lost. I am doing things for the business in so many bits and pieces, I wonder that anything gets done. But then I'll take a day like a few days ago and upload absolutely every picture of every product to FB. Then the next day it's back to leather again. I want to do the same to Etsy but it will have to be at a time when I'm taking a day off, which has been 1 partial day after the debut when I did FB and finally I couldn't stand it and started on a new leather project. I have had too many damn days off over the last 15 years. I hate the paperwork, I hate all the meetings, well they make me anxious, but when I have leather in my hands I'm at peace for a while. I really need to meet with George and get a step-by-step plan for the next month or so done. I'm scattering myself in too many directions, and it doesn't feel natural yet, but like they are all separate categories and not all related to the big picture.