I never said I can not or am not willing to work. Did you stop to think about how much time it may have took me to make the saddles I made? I am trying to learn new skills so that I can do something new because I am no longer able to do what I have always done...if you dont know, a cowboys way of life is physically strenuous on someone who is already facing health problems such as mine. I would never condemn a man for wanting to better himself. Thank you for serving our country and much respect to you for your time served. Myself, God and my family know my reasons fr everything I do and I am not the one who set up the gofundme profile. It was someone who is grateful for what I have offered them.