Do a search for "Montana Pitch Blend" or another product called"Skidmores"
both of them have Bees Wax in them. This might be your other choice to try.
my 2 cents..
Josh ........you just amaze me with the creatitive in your leather work
"you'll go far"
I like the BORDER tha that you did sublinily(sp)" the land and sky"........
GUESS WHAT........THERE IS NOTHING AUTOMATIC ABOUT THEM.
THEY ARE MANUAL.
tbe best investment for you would be to buy the Al Stolhman Book
"THE ART OF HAND SEWING"....